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Healing
Posted on Saturday, February 13, 2010
I know that it is impossible for anyone to truly understand what it takes for me to accomplish a little bit of healing each day. Everyone grieves in a different way. But, I believe that I am dedicated to surviving the experiences I have been dealt. All of my prior life experiences have molded me into someone who always wants to do MORE. I struggle with my hurt, but I also spend a lot of time thinking about others. It is who I am. Different yes, not so wrong though. I have to turn my hurt into a concentration to make my life worth living each day with one, but not all 3 of my children. I know that this is a tough video to watch. I appreciate the great supportive comments I have gotten throughout the kids' struggles & after. I am just hoping that the "right" person sees this & realizes the pain that Jeff & I have to dig out from underneath everyday. And some days, we just can't get out. That's o.k., but we work hard at living. I think that's what we're supposed to be doing.
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That was beautiful Erin! I will be sure to pass along.
Posted by Shelby
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Monday, February 15, 2010, 8:47 AM
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What an unbelievably beautiful family. I have never met any of you, but I can't even begin to describe how deeply touched I am by all you've been through and continue to go through with Calvin's testing. I will be passing this on to the people in my life... who have also been marked by cancer. Hopefully someone can lend a hand. God Bless!
Posted by Blythe Nelson
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Sunday, February 28, 2010, 8:06 PM
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I have never met your family, but heard about this through the CHOP updates of another family. I watched your video and all of your children are beautiful. To see you and your husband keep going every day is amazing to me. I sat here watching your video and cried. I also went in to hold each of my children, who are sound asleep, and being incredibly grateful that I have them, good or bad days. God Bless your little family, both here and in heaven.
Posted by Chelsey Robinson
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Tuesday, March 09, 2010, 9:54 PM
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Hello Erin: As I logged on to Pepsi to vote for Camp Ta-Kum-Ta today, I was bummed and shocked to see that we had moved to fifth. Who is ahead of us, I wondered. That was almost an hour ago: I have since found your site, and marveled at the three beautiful children you brought into the world. Not news to you, but cancer sucks. I am voting for Camp to support my friend's 4 year old who was recently diagnosed with Neuroblastoma, and am disgusted to see how many kids this awful disease takes. As a middle school teacher and student council advisor, I've talked to my students about cancer awarenss, fundraising and support. As a mom, I've hugged my babies like tomorrow might never come.
I have a son who was born right around the time Avery's cancer returned, and a daughter born just after Nolan passed. Please know that I will pray for strength for you for each day as you, Jeff and Calvin learn how to make each day better than the one before. I will pray that moms stop having to watch their kids go through this. I have no idea if this is helpful to you or not, but I will never forget what you have had and still have to overcome every day when it comes to appreciating my own children. I will be a better mom because of your suffering and sharing. May your future be only filled with happiness. Your strength is inspiring to all moms. Thank you for sharing your story. Nicole
Posted by Nicole Burke
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010, 3:43 PM
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Oh, Erin, God has great plans for you and your family. I was so touched by your story of your family and your two beautiful babies and pray that your little one will be healthy and happy. I can close my eyes and see your Avery and Nolan in Jesus' loving arms laughing and loving the three loved ones that they left down here for a while longer. God bless you deeply.
Posted by Lyn Anders
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010, 10:09 PM
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What a beautiful and heartbreaking video, Erin! Just an unbelievable story - that is your lives. I am so so sorry for the passing of both of your children. It's just unreal how that could happen to you twice - I wish I could say something other than how sorry I am to really express how heavy my heart is after reading and watching your video. You are an amazing person and an inspiration. I, also, have lost a child - my daughter was 18 months old when she went to heaven. I also have a focus (a charity) for my grief and to honor Adelaide - my daughter- and it helps to have this focus. I joined your group on FB and hope to be apart of future fundraisers for your project. It's an amazing idea and dream. I look forward to meeting you in person at one of your fundraisers. All the best to you and your wonderful family.
Posted by Tricia Toussaint
(http://giving.chop.edu/goto/adelaide)
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Tuesday, May 04, 2010, 9:58 PM
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